21 Days

Who has been writing my story of late? It seems as if someone that was not me at times. Taking hold of this vessel is at times so much harder than I had imagined.



I have found myself- by the might of speed and time- to be HERE and NOW. I must take hold of these reigns and ride it out into the dying light. Meditating lots on the Caduceus and the Wrench. Building, Healing, Evolving, Growing. These things are not without reach. And while I may have created the ideas with the idea of another- I must still follow through- for why else am I here?



Magicians hands come out of the earth. Worn and Eaten, but so ready to fill with wonder and might. Along these dark evenings we shall plot the most glorious moments we have ever know. Wonder is here and bright and constant.
Whatever it is we must follow.

"Do you know how much more of you I can experience when you are relaxed and comfortable?"
-RM

How many times must I tell myself?

The Future is coming. The future is here. Don't get to caught up in time little monkey. Let things settle where they may, ad find the path of least resistance among them. Stop trying to direct so much of the energy and just let it FLOW...



We've been caught in a viscous cycle. One that we did not know how to break. Tough Luck. Big Deal. Everyone has shit.
It's not being cynical. It's being realistic. It rains on everybody. Get over it. NOW. Why wait?



There is a magic that we have lost. There is a focus we have lost. There is meaning we have lost. What is more important than these things? Nothing. Especially not the things you have been chasing.
Tell yourself each day that THIS ONE IS NEW. And there is a chance to FLOW more FREELY.

How many times have I told myself that I have lost the path? Time to find it again. Warp Speed.

Rolling it and Dolling it and Making it Out

Workin on new designs for Screen Prints...

Keep Making it...

Through the mist...

I've only started to really have time to come up to breath. So much here and there. here and there.
Not even my own here and there- but so much of others.

Finding some sort of balance in new homestead- finding ownership and the refinement of my cause here.
Collaboration with peers and the ability to shed the weight of cloaks was nice this past weekend.

Symbols of sustainability and promise hang like fruit. It's about finding the truth I already know.

xo Magic Kali Dance jitter Round the Room. xo and off to greener pastures xo

Playing with the bikes...

Ready, Aim, and Off We Go

Out of the long tunnel of what that was. Chances to look at darkness and light, and the space in between. A gift and a whirlwind all at once. Letting me know that it is time for decision. There was a lot of fear before- and it is dissolving now.

I've known much of this knowledge all along. What I have lacked is the willingness to push through.

“The indispensable first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.”




Although every man believes that his decisions and resolutions involve the most multifarious factors, in reality they are mere oscillation between flight and longing. ~Herman Broch

I have started practicing my personal journey again. There was distraction and there was mis-stepping. But which Hero's journey is not?

I have started my next phase: Caduceus & Sweat