Why don't you have a greeting card?

Love makes less sense, anger because I'm tender
frustration because I'm hurting
Not understanding, but excepting
Wanting to know + learn, but instead
you take me down + you are bitter
Not the woman I love, trying to drive me away
But I'm not angry + I can't be
Because I don't feel it
and instead I'll take it
Attention from you being precious
I'll take it however
I feel played + unwanted
But still wondering - help me heal?
The only things that really made me feel this good
was drugs + love from you

-Found in 'Ladies & Gentlemen, we are floating in space...' journal. March 2004-Continuing
Written sometime in July 2007- homeless in New York.